Is it really hard to understand what I want? I know no body can see me. I really hate this life. Where are you my love? I wish I can do something to bring you into my life. I need you. Maybe more than ever.
Everyday I just think about how I can touch you, feel you, and love you more.
I know I am crazy. I probably never see again.
I do not know what to do.
I can not live without you.
I regret my past with you every second of my life.
I hope I can be with you soon.
Pleas God, help me.
I love my goddess more than any thing and any one in my life.
My fishi.
- ۹۸/۰۷/۱۳