Well. This is my awful life which I must tolerate. I know you don't want me. But I LOVE you.
Almost every night, I think about you and our moments in the past. What a stupid man I am! I ignored your love. I know I have many mistakes. I don't want this life without you.
I really want you to be my children's mother. just you and no one else. I really want to sacrifice myself in front of you to show you my love.
I am all yours. Please Please let me try this one more time. I promise you, swear to god, this time I will be all yours.
Shame on me. F*ck my miserable life. Without you I am nothing. I don't want anything. I know you don't want to hear these things from me but these are all true. My heart is just beating because of you. My heart belongs to you.
F*ckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
- ۹۸/۰۱/۲۶